Yea this weekend pretty much sucked ass......

Couldn't say much about it, i just know i shouldn't be pissed and or freaking sad on my birthday. 

......still hating College, i have to study inorder to high fail tests in my freaking Intro to Nuclear systems tests.....

It's fine that everything else i get freaking A's but this, no, no, no thats waaaaaaaaay to freaking easy, 'we gotta piss you off first', yea well im pretty tweaked out right now. 

It's where you spend time helping other people, never once asking for help.  But it's now that when i finally need help there's no one i know that can help me.

Understand this...  "Life Sucks, Get a Helmet."

No matter what you do your living a life for almost no reason at all except to propel the lives of others into foward motion.  The things you work for in life, the things you sacrifice yourself for mean nothing to you when your dead. 

So you say, so what?  From now until the end of time your children, or children's children, etc, will be doing the same god damn thing. 

You ask why were you put onto and earth for no reason.  Well you might be able to justify this as another hell, where we slowly throw ourselfs to the truth where life comes closer and closer to being over.

ranting....

Is it December yet?